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02 novembre 2007
My Schizophrenia
It’s my first English text, and I’ll try to make it better as possible as I can, and I hope that you’ll be tolerant with me.
I believe that I chose a quite difficult topic to write about in English, but what the hell, it’s the ideal way to make some progressions.
So, my Schizophrenia, how can I introduce this subject?
I’ll begin from beginning. First of all, we need to have some rules, on which we must agree. Every one of us has its two or more personalities and according to situations, he calls the appropriate personality for this situation.
Therefore, in my opinion the problem is more complicated than using one or other personality. This juggling act can also make influence on our decisions and choices, we’ll hurt people in our circle and undoubtedly we’ll hurt our self.
How am I schizophrenic?
I remember one day when I was talking to a friend, he tells me: Anouar, you know we have to make a choice between our several personalities.
I was astonished, cause may be, I have at this time the same idea, and developing discussion with my friend, I found that we can pray and watch girls here and there, we can read Koran and lie, tell jokes on somebody, you see we are full of paradoxes.
We are torn between our religion and what we are supposed to do according to its rules and what we want in this life for ourselves adding that we are selfish, may be just a little, but we can’t deny that this selfishness impact our decisions, you know cause we want everything just for us, for ourselves.
Maybe it's one of the globalization's impacts, we are all same, and we follow the same model:
We think with the same way and we wear the same clothes. We are slaves and imprisoned in this world of things that we created.
I’m trying to make a point from my vision as a man, but women also, have problems with paradoxes and schizophrenia, isn’t it?
Chatting or having a phone conversation with men, whatever about, even if this discussion does not speak about indecent things, is something inacceptable.
What do you think?
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Ce que j'en pense :
1- chapeau bas pour l'effort fourni je parle du texteen anglais.
2- on est tous schizo. La question est : jusqu'à quel degré ?
On est tout le temps tiraillé entre pleins de choses. Les marocains le résume très bien avec cette fameuse formule "wa7d rass kagoliya dire hakeda o wa7d rass kaygoliya dire autrement"!
Mais l'inquiètentc'est quand la personne dit et/ou fait une chose et son contraire en l'espace de quelques minutes sans que cane lui pose problème ou qu'elle se pose des questions.
Je constate que toi t'es conscient de ta schizo est c'estdéjà très bien ;) :))
Quant à la religion, on l'utilise comme "cache misère" (pardon pour l'expression". On lui colle tout ce qu'on cherche à justifier et légitimer car elle a force de loi.
Le problème à mon sens est ailleurs et remonte à plus loin que l'apparition même de la religion musulmane.
La solution à tout cela, c'est de travailler sur soi afin de s'assumer et d'assumer ses responsabilités. Facile à dire mais c'est un travail de longue haleine et qui dure toute la vie.
Voili voilouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :)
PS : contente de te lire comme auparavant :)
Ecrit par : une marocaine | 02 novembre 2007
Hi man!
You remind me of a song: aaaach ddak temchi l'zzine o ntaya rajel meskin aach daaaaaaani :D mdr!
good start man! keep on writing, you'll enhance your english and your style too!
I'm, as you may know, in Moliere's Country, and I miss you all where you are ;o)
Keep in touch!
PS: for ski-zoo-frani-aaa anouar, it is a big discussion, the fact is that Man is now obliged to follow, follow and follow anyone, anything: why? because, from the begining, he leared that if Man does not follow the group, Man will be against that group, and so ... problems start, and Man does not like that!
So when Man will start being a Man, as intelligent as God created Man, then there will be on earth something called Man!
Ecrit par : elmehdi | 02 novembre 2007
congratulations for your first english writing,I'm surprised it good and you do better as Malvolio said in one of Shakespearian play :"some are born great and some achieve greatness " .I like this desssertation very much .
Concerning the idea of different personalities ,if we have d perso ,so, who are we ?
the send idea of paradoxes ; when we have a strong personality and we know what is good and what is bad and of course have a strong belief on Allah, we'll be never confused and our way in life will be clear and easy .
The idea of having the way of thinking ;if we think in the way ,so, we are one ;consequently the world will be one ,wether good or bad .
To conclude with, neither chatting nor phone conversation is unacceptable if the debate does't include bad intentions ,cause may be the debate makes you learn interesting things and develope your ideas .It's not forbidden is it ?
Ecrit par : zoubida | 12 novembre 2007
i'm sorry zoubida, i didn't reply, may be i just forget to do it, or may be i wasn't ready to reply ;);) :p:p
first of all, you're welcome in your blog, and thanks for your comment, it's very nice.
Ecrit par : Anouar | 16 novembre 2007
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